Hi everyone
So here i am again, haven't wrote in a few days been off work and cant get to a computer, im am at work at the moment and im so bored and feeling very hungry had quite a good few last days spent alot of time with my friends, they all came over the other night had a scary film sesh and a few drinking games, but that means lots of snacks and nibbles i did quite well but they like to check up on me so cant get away with turning down food all night. Im starting to get quite worried about the amount of calories i consume through drinking if anyones knows the stats please send them.
I still cant sleep having alot of trouble 'clearing my mind' my therapist suggested i should try meditation but its harder then it looks, shes is also getting me into letter writing to express the negative self-destructive feeling duno how much that will help, anyone has any other ideas let me no? maybe the medication is keeping me up i dno??
But yh on the whole these few past days have been a bit up and down, had a few arguments with people i live, this girls seems to have got it into her head that i slept with her bf, i mean fucking hell can a girl not have a conversation with a guy these days, and if she has a problem at least say it to my face not gossip about it girls are so bitchy sometimes, i dno i need to get out of this place its doing my head in...
charlotte xx
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